I've started and re-started this blog post a few times mostly because I have so much on my mind that I want to say but know if I say it all this post will be gigantic and rambling.

So suffice to say that I'm feeling equal parts sad, bored, dejected and excited. I feel like I have too much to process/deal with right now but I know it all needs my attention. So instead of trying to make a cohesive, read-able blog post, I'm going to continue to work on what needs to be worked on. I hope I'll be able to untangle my thoughts a bit better in another few days. Sorry this post was lame.